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Wow... so I haven't updated in months. Life has been.... crazy to say the least.... First off before I do anything else..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!
Better late than never right? LoL.
Well, let's see....Life has been life. Never enough time to do anything you want and too much time spent drifitng away.
Classes have been horrible. Absolutely horrible. I've complete a CNA (Certiied Nursing Assistant) class... We had to do a week (40 hrs in 5 days what fun) of clinicals at a nursing home... I completely got away with NOT wiping a SINGLE ass! How fucking sweet is that!? I was so excited and rubbed it in Tim's (classmate Tim) face. He and I spent mot of the time together and we answered a call bell... (light above the doors) and an old guy was siting on the toliet... So some how I managed to get Tim to wipe the guy's ass while i held his walker! Ha-ha!! :D:D:D:D He was like.... Don't fucking tell ANYONE about that! Cracked me up. Plus, it was the last day of clinicals so it was perfect. Went to his house that day and watched Sin City... and found his 'roommates' porn. Wicked funny story there. Plus, i left my pperware full of spaggetti-os there... I was very upset... but his roommate gave me a card (i left two blank cards there cuz i was going to give them to my instuctor CNAs but decided against it) saying that i was the food fairy and that if i kept leaving food he would fall in love with me. soo funny.
So, Ive finished that class and now just need to get my fingerprints done to get a bacground check done for the cretification test... yay.......
Finished another class and now on the last one for the summer semester.... fucking a.... wanna talk about rushed? I started this class... the 5th of July and i'm taking my final on the 1st of august. yayness let me tell you.
Home life has bee descent. That's all i'll comment on that.
Dan came to visit the 8th-18th... and tim and him left the 18th and tim will be back the 25th.
truthfully... it has been nice break. but im sick of doing the fucking house chores by myself lol lol.
On the 17th the three of us (Dan tim and i) went to Busch Gardens. It was such a blast :):). Gotta love roller coasters :D:D:D:D:D
This weekend was fucking awesome. I went out with Jessi and Eric to a club and we ended up in Tampa for the entire weekend at a couple named Rick and Dakota's home. i didn't go to bed till 6am this... well... now that it is 12:30... yesterday morning. It was so fun. I needed the release! :D:D
I met Chris today(jessi's friend who i have been talking to on myspace). He was really nice. I liked him. We watched the 6th sense and he fricking played with my hair the entire time...and did the 'tickling' as Jessi calls it. lol. it is that nice stroking (that sounds bad) on the arms and such.i was like...stick a fuckng fork in me im done.lol.
and i have been going on and on about jessi and youguys don't know who she is!
well, i am home the ENTIRE fucking day (OMG so great) by myself. it will be amazing... ut my laptop is about to die. lol. so i will edit the update tomorrow... well, today!haha!
*LJ*
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[08 Jun 2006|10:43pm] |
Hi everyone who has my cell phone......... it um end up in some water. So, i lost AAAAAAALLLLLLLLL my phone numbers... so if you know my cell pone please please please send me your numbers and as soon as i get a new phone ill let you know the number.
love you all!
*LJ*
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[29 May 2006|12:27am] |
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Just wanted to wish everyone a happy memorial day! :)
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[13 May 2006|08:58pm] |
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Happy Birthday Tom! :)
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[04 May 2006|03:34pm] |
ha this made me laugh
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[04 May 2006|01:57pm] |
The Rules:
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.
Interviewed by anjelfromabove
1. What do you really want most out of life?
Can I really answer this question righ now? Ha. I don't know what I want from dinner tomorrow let alone what I want for the rest of my life. I want... I want to be happy. I want to be a home-body who occasionally goes out and does things like camping and having an "adventure" day... but I like to be home alone. I want to be a house wife. I want to be taken care of. I have no issues with staying home and cooking cleaning and taking care of the house while the hubby brings home the bacon. But, what do I want most from life? Happiness.
2. How do you really feel about Tim?
Man, you are going for the hard hittin' questions, Wei. LoL. I love Tim. But, we aren't going out any more. So, I can't tell him I love him. I can't do the things I want to do for and with him. He doesn't understand my love for him and how much I care for him... b.c. he hasn't had love in his life and, thus, is immature about love and how to deal with it. So, how do I feel about Tim? I'm his friend. He's my best friend. I can pretty much tell him anything and he'll listen. But, sometimes, I wish that he would ask me how I am doing. because I am always the one doing the asking. I'm kinda fed up with the way he has been treating me and the other woman. He asks her more about her life when he talks to her then me. It isn't fun being on the back burner when I'm the one here. So, I am just going to move on. Slowly. Because.... I can't move any faster than I have been. Once I'm in school I am going to be more outgoing. I'm actually going to talk. I'm going to meet other ppl and maybe I'll find someone else. But, I'm not looking for anyone.I've been told my first year is going to be utter hell. I don't want to be distracted by a guy while I am in there. So, I'm taking a break. And, ya know, if Tim decides what he wants and it is me then he has to WORK to get me back. I'm not going to fall right back into his arms. I'm sick of being easy. And being torn. If he wants me back he has to fucking SHOW me that he wants me back. And if he doesn't... that's OK.I am truely OK with that.I've accepted that NOW so I don't have to worry when the time comes. I love him and just want him to be happy.
3. Do you regret that your family had to move around so much?
Yes and no. No, because it helped me be who I am today. I can adapt to situations. I am proud of that. Yes, because I didn't really make any long lasting friends except with you and Sheila and everyone in Merrimack because I stayed in Merrimack for 5 years. The longest I've ever stayed in one place.
4. What do you hope to achieve in the next five years?
In five years I'll be 25. In two I want to graduate from MCC and be a radoiographer. I want to have a job in a hospital where I am comfortable and work hard. In two years after that I want to be graduating from a different school with a Bachelor's degree in Radiography and be specialized in a certain area in that field. And one year after that I don't know. Maybe in school for an English major. Maybe just working and struggling to live my life going to work full time and making it on my own.
5. How do you handle things when everything feels hopeless?
Erm, not very well. LoL. Usually, I don't eat. But, I read. I cocoon myself in a different time in my books. I cut myself off from everyone and deal with it by myself. I try and live with a happy face even if I am dying inside. Depending on what type of hoplelessness it is I talk to my friends and listen to their support and advice. If it is something with school and I feel overwhelmed like I can't do it. I throw myself into it and work extra hard to get it all done. LIke when I was going to school full time with 5 classes this past summer. I never thought I was going to get through it and get the grades I got. I literally felt hopeless when the professors were piling on the work and I got home two nights out of four at 9 at night. Staying up till 2 and 3 in the morning writing papers that the profs gave me the day before to write. Then getting up at 6 to get to class by 8. Mostly, I just depend on myself and work to be happy and not let it show how much it is bugging me. And sleep to forget.
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| You know you live in 2006 when...? |
[05 Mar 2006|01:31am] |
1) You accidentally enter your password on a microwave
2) You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years
3) The real reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have a screen name or are not on facebook.
4) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing to button on the TV.
6) Your boss doesn’t even have the ability to do your job.
7) You read this list, & keep nodding and smiling
8) As you read this list, you think about sending it to all your
friends
9) And. You were to busy too notice number 5.
10) You actually scrolled back up to check that there was no 5
11) & now you're laughing at your stupidity
12) Repost if you fell for it. You know you did
ah i thought that was funny. and yes, sigh, my blondeness did show through.. i looked for number 5.
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[13 Jan 2006|10:33pm] |
omg
this cracked me up.
| Your Pick Up Line Is | 
Want to play fireman? We can stop, drop and roll. |
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[08 Jan 2006|11:08pm] |
| You Are a Golden Blonde | 
Men see you as flirty and fun, yet deep and thoughtful
You've got all the pizzazz of a blonde...
With the intensity of a brunette |
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[02 Jan 2006|09:23pm] |
The Picto-Personality Test
You are a person who is very calm and kind. You go out of your way to help people who need your help.
When alone, you appreciate being able to do nothing if you want to, and setting your own pace for things.
You are romantic, and when you are with your partner you like to woo them with your imagination.
In the future you will be highly imaginative and a creator.
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[07 Dec 2005|10:29pm] |
You were born in the year of The Amazing Jeckel
Brothers. Which means you're often torn between
right and wrong.
Relevant Years:
1949, 1955, 1961, 1967, 1973, 1979, 1985, 1991,
1997. Most Compatible with Ringmaster.
The Juggalo Zodiac Quiz
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why does this seem so true?
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[04 Dec 2005|10:54am] |
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ahahaha
it has been fixed!! lol lol ol
Post an ANONYMOUS comment with the following:
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you.
I think 4 is stupid. don't do it. lol
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[15 Sep 2005|11:56am] |
IF YOU READ THIS, no matter if we DO OR DON'T SPEAK OFTEN, reply with at least one memory of you and I. It can be anything you want, GOOD OR BAD, just as long as it HAPPENED. Then, post this and see, what other people remember about YOU.
do this, it will make people feel good! :)
do it up...ALL of you or i shall hunt you down and punch you, with my foot!!
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